MIA for a Year

There was an intense yet fascinating two week at Hopkins. I’m taking a part-time Master’s of Public Health that will allow me to spend the majority of the year between Uganda and Ecuador working on a cervical cancer research project. The John Hopkins School of Public Health turned 95 years old this year. A world-revered institution that churns out research at an incredible rate and who’s motto is (seriously folks) “promoting health, saving lives….millions at a time.” I can’t take them seriously. The Hopkins medical center is a state of the art institute of modern medicine situated splat in the middle of a ghetto. They shuttle us back and forth from the residence to the medical campus for safety reasons. Looking out the smudged window of the bus I see row after row of brick houses with boarded windows. Is it not a deep irony that this desperately poor and crime ridden community, somewhat of a public health disaster, surrounds one of the world’s leading school’s of public health? With disproportionately high rates of HIV in the African American population that lives there and statistics that show if you are an African American man you will die 30 years before your Caucasian counterpart it makes me suspicious of the program I’ve just signed on for.

Regardless of all the irony and healthy ego of the institution, I am awed by my classmates. I become quick friends with Sara, a young soft-spoken Southeast Asian pediatric ICU physician from Stanford who loves climbing and road biking and has set up a peds ICU in Kathmandu. One of my small group members was an adviser on the Bush administration’s bioethics committee, needless to say he had to find a new job when Obama came in and is now a health policy analyst at the NIH (National Institute for Health). The list goes on, but I quickly learn that those who surround me are without a doubt the biggest resource I have.

I returned to Vancouver for a frantic two weeks of baby catching which completed the requirements for my Baby Mill Chief rotation! Although unlike gyne oncology, it was far from passing with flying colours, I met expectations. I’ll take that and run. I pray that I never eat my words in the future but if I EVER sign up to work at the Baby Mill when I’m done residency someone please slap me, churning out babies at that pace isn’t good for my soul. July 1st was my last day of call at the Mill. A few of my favourite nurses took me out on the weekend and said the loveliest of things about how much they liked working with me, they can’t possibly have any idea how much it meant to hear that.

And now for a year that will beat to a different drum, I won’t hear the rhythmic thumping of the fetal heart Doppler, the reassuring snapping of sterile gloves on my hands or the smoothness of a scalpel sliding through skin. I’m excited, ungrounded and apprehensive all at once. Uganda, Ecuador, Egypt, Spain…oh yeah, and Baltimore, here I come.